striving for higher awareness

In this article I am writing about a deeper meaning of the origin of the outer self. I will follow Master Kuan Yin’s discourse [1]:« (…)What I wish to discourse on here is another element of how the ego can use Christhood to attain another ego goal». Ego’s Birth and the Need to be Right The first thing we need to understand is that Christ is beyond 'right and wrong'; it is neutral towards any experience we have and does not make value judgements. Therefore, Christ never seeks

In this article, I will explore the deeper meaning of the Holy Grail. I am following Master St Germain [1]. How we Become the Holy Grail Master St Germain says:« You have, of course, another symbol from the Bible of the cup that Christ used at the last supper, the Holy Grail, as it has often been called. The symbol for this is, that as you are acquiring a certain skill, a certain knowledge, you are forming in your four lower bodies that cup (…) a structure for the wine of the

In this article I will write about the role of the father element of Christ. I am following Master St Germain’s discourse[1]. As Mother Mary explained, Christ is born in us as a child; therefore, it needs a 'father and a mother'. But who can fulfil these roles? We do. However, it is important to note that it is not the ego or outer personality that can fulfil this role; the 'father' is not the ego, but the 'I am' presence. Likewise, the 'mother' is also us. Master St Germain

In this article I am going to discuss why the Christ is always in the now. I am following Master Padmasambhava’s discourse[1]. Master Padmasambhava says: «There is no past in the Christ mind, there is no future in the Christ mind. There is the now, but the now is not still stand. the now is the eternal flow (…) the river of Life»[2]. Time is a Function of Matter For most people on earth, who experience the world through the soul vehicle- the four material bodies: identity, me

In this article, I explore the deeper meaning of being the baby Christ on Earth. I am following the teachings of Mother Mary[1]. The Baby Christ Incarnating on Us The Masters taught us that the Christ can express itself at every level of consciousness possible on earth- otherwise a being fallen to the lower levels of consciousness could never return to the upward path. However, it is only after the 96th initiation that we begin to embody true Christhood. But, as Mother Mary s

In this article I am writing about beings the Christ in everyday life in the aquarian age. I am following the teachings of Mother Mary in a book based on a conference held in 2025.[1]. Being the Living Christ in Everyday Life in the Aquarian Age Mother Mary says: « Even fewer have been able to manifest, to attain, that [higher] state of consciousness while living a normal, active life. As we have explained, this is indeed the challenge of the Aquarian Age»[2] This is challeng

In this article, I will discuss a particular type of self. The self that sees itself as a separate being, born on Earth before duality consciousness, but which reverted to a self instrumental to fallen consciousness after the fall. We have heard the reference to the 'first self', which is taken at the 144 th level, when a newly created extension of a spiritual being descends in the incarnation process and the ‘soul’ vehicle is created. This self sees itself as separate from

In this article, I will write about the dualistic vision of the spiritual path on Earth. I am following the teachings of Master Padmasambhava from a recent conference [1] . The Epic Mindset and the Vision of the Spiritual Path The fallen beings on Earth developed the epic mindset to prevent avatars from growing spiritually and to trap them forever in a dualistic frame of reference towards life. This mindset is based on a dualistic vision of the world that we can describe as '

This article focuses on Mother Mary’s speech at the most recent conference [1] . I will now read a passage from my notes on the discourse: 'In order to make a difference in a turbulent world, it is necessary to increase the light so that the shadows become more visible.' As spiritual students, it is our responsibility to play a part in increasing spiritual light on Earth. In this 12-year cycle, our task is to become the nexus between the spiritual realm, the Masters, our I A

In this article I will share some thoughts on the meaning of ‘everything we live on earth is an experience’. Our Masters have emphasised this for quite some time, and recently Master Kuan Yin reinforced the importance of grasping this meaning. The Dualistic Consciousness Creates Selves to ‘Experience’ As we know from the teachings of our Masters, the majority of self-aware beings incarnating on Earth chose to enter duality a long time ago. This means that the 'conscious you

In this article, I will discuss the idea of viewing external conditions as opportunities. At a recent conference [1] , Lady Portia reminded us that dramatic events occurring in the world, such as the wars taking place, are opportunities. But what are these opportunities for? «The dramatic events provide an opportunity for people to see the consequences of allowing one group or one man to make decisions for everyone» [2] . It is an opportunity for us to see what can happen whe

At a recent conference [1] Our Masters talked about the fear of diversity that many people have and gave us insights into the origins of this fear and how we can overcome it. They also explained that unity and diversity are expressed in all life and creation, and that without the complementary roles of both, this world of form could not have been created. But where does this fear of what is different, new or unknown come from? The answer is simple: it stems from dualistic co

In this article I am discussing a statement of Lord Lanto in a recent conference [1] : The creator created an experimental world. What drives a non- ascended world is experimentation» [2] We Descend to Earth with a Point-like of Consciousness Lord Lanto explained that every being- including the creator itself- begins its life in a world a form with just a point-like of consciousness and grows from there. Therefore, the Creator does not create a 'perfect and finished world'; i

In this article, I will discuss the initiations of the six level of the second ray of wisdom. Firstly, I note that the six level of initiation of wisdom, corresponding to the six ray, is related to peace and service. But what is the basic requirement for peace? Lord Lanto answers, 'How can you be at peace unless you have attained the wisdom to distinguish between what is real and what is unreal, and what is important and what is not? [1] » Peace can only be found within the

In this article, I will discuss the purpose of Christ and the obsession of the ego with 'truth'. I will refer to the discourse of Master St Germain at the New Year's Conference [1] . I will also follow Master Lanto’s teaching about the initiations of the 5 th level of wisdom [2] . The Ego Needs Control and Security Everyone on Earth has some degree of ego, whether they are at the beginning or a more advanced stage of their spiritual journey. So, most people have a quest to a

In this article, I address the initiations of the fourth level of wisdom: purity of intention. I am following the teachings of Lord Lanto [1] . The Security of the Ego and the Security of the Christ Mind Everyone on Earth is affected by the ego to some degree — some more than others, of course. If this weren't the case, they would have ascended because they would not be able to remain in their material bodies. The ego primarily looks for security. One way it does this is by s

In this article, I will write about the initiations of the third level of wisdom. I am following Lord Lanto’s teachings. These initiations have two dimensions: those concerning our sense of identity, and the way we relate to others — especially those we believe we love. Overcoming the Ego's Need to Control: The Self's Initiations How do we choose to see ourselves? Do we choose to identify with the ego, building a sense of identity as a separate being and trying to control our

In this article, I will discuss the concept of worded wisdom and its limitations. I will be following the teachings of Lord Lanto in his book [1] . The Limitations of Worded Expression For most of us who are used to expressing ourselves in words, it seems impossible to 'find wisdom' without them. In our daily lives, we rely on words to make ourselves understood by others and even to ‘give ‘teachings’ to others as happens with those who are ‘teachers’; In our daily lives, we

In this article, I will write about two subconscious selves: the self that feels guilty, and the self that compensates for this. I will also argue why we need to overcome these selves and their tendency to take on other people’s mistakes. One consequence of the subconscious self that feels guilty is the need to compensate when someone close to us makes a mistake or acts inadequately. This can manifest at home, for example, by taking on the belief that we must help that perso

In this article, I will discuss the first initiation of wisdom: the need to overcome « the perception filter that is so prevalent in the world, the perception filter where people think that wisdom should be used as a weapon.» [1] I am following Lord Lanto’s teachings. Worldly ‘wisdom’ and God’s Wisdom In my last article, I wrote that true wisdom has nothing to do with intellectual knowledge. Understanding the difference between these two approaches is the first step in the