The Mind in Command of the Brain in Moments of Freedom

I want to share my experience with Saint's Germain's latest dictation about the difference between the mind and the brain and taking command over the reptilian brain. I have made significant progress in the past two years, which I know from observing myself and reactions, however there was still this issue of forgetting not to take things personally as they are happening, as usually I can process it later and not take it personally much easier than before. But while something is happening, I noticed that sometimes I feel I am neutral and open, and other times it's like I go into the dream again and wear a custom, and take things personally and wonder again, why I am attacked! and start to doubt myself, and go into this same loop, so I felt in and out of the dream constantly. But after hearing Saint Germain's dictation, I felt there was a shift. First of all I cried a lot, and now I understand that I cried because I had this frustration of feeling not anchored in the Christ mind fully, although there is no perfection on earth and it is not about being perfect, and I acknowledge this and I feel I did overcome being hard on myself to a large degree, but still I felt there was this missing piece of puzzle that I needed to be more anchored in the Christ mind.

The dictation made me really step back from this reptilian brain in its totality, I was not only stepping away from a self and briefly experiencing pure awareness, and in and out of the play constantly, but I just stepped back, and looked at it, and wow it does have a mind of its own. It seems sophisticated, and can be mistaken as a self aware entity, but it is not. I felt I am taking command, my higher self is taking command of my reptilian brain. Then I noticed all the problems that this reptilian brain is constantly inventing and throwing at me to solve, because it is just a mindless computer program and this is what it does, and it is not aware it is doing it. I am aware and I see it, and it is such a liberating feeling.

But the shift became more apparent when I dealt with my family, in which some are either fallen beings or completely blinded by the fallen consciousness. The stream of psychic attacks never stops, and although I did much progress in dealing with it and rising above the angry self and the human sympathy self, still seeing them operating from the reptilian brain was a whole other experience. I was aware before that a lower self in them was talking to me, and that I am also reacting from a lower self or sometimes responding from my higher self, but it is just that now I saw how they are fully immersed in this reptilian brain, totally identified with it, and this is the experience they want, and they will continue to have it until they have enough of it. This is free will, they want this experience, and I felt I can let them be, and stop trying to save them or change them, because as complicated as it seems, one day whether in this lifetime or another, they simply can step back of this reptilian brain.

I know it can only be done in increments where one gradually stops identifying with lower selves but at the same time realize who they are as the divine spiritual being that they are and experience the unconditional love streaming through them, but at some point, they will get out of the dream and back to reality! They will be ok, hopefully all or most of them in succeeding lifetimes and this is what they now want, and I respect their free will. So I felt more anchored in Christ reality and in not taking things personally, there truly is nothing personal. I then felt my reptilian brain is kicking and screaming as it felt it has nothing to do and is laid off during those moments of my freedom, but it has much to do to keep me in the physical, it can do what it was created to do, but I will strive to be in command in the driver seat, so cleaning up my own consciousness from the selves I still have now just became more easier. And I am aware that the reptilian brain will desperately try to takeover, it will also happen when unresolved selves surface and I have to deal with them, and it will try to invent new ways to grab my attention through merging with my physical reactions in a fight or flight, but no matter what it is still not creative, because it still cannot see beyond these two reactions. It is such a relief, to take a pause from the reptilian brain for a longer time than before, and I hope the time will continue to become longer. I liked to share this experience with you.